senashenta: (This Is Not Happening)
Right... today has been tiring. -.-;

We went to do groceries, but I haven't had money to buy anything the last three weeks, so I had about five gagillion stops to make. At least my tax money came in, so I could pick up some stuff that I haven't been able to, like spaghetti sauce and things like that.

My big splurge with my tax money was another rabbit harness/leash at the pet place for like $9, so now I have three; I can take Pagan, Phoenix and Pan out at the same time. Phantom refuses to wear one (she absolutely freaks out if I try putting one on her, and doesn't get along with the others anyway), so she can't go for walks, but the others like it. I also tried putting one on Pagan, and he just looked at me like "...what are you doing?" and then went about his business, so he'll probably be fine with it as well. :)

I might try taking Pauper and Phoenix out for the first time this spring tomorrow, if it's warm enough. <3

Anyway...

So I've been really down lately... even more so than usual. And I've had a couple of people asking about it, so maybe... I should just explain so that everyone understands, and hopefully doesn't worry so much.

I've always... )

Down Times

Feb. 20th, 2007 08:44 pm
senashenta: (I Just Want To Cry)
For some reason I've been feeling really depressed today. I was doing really well recently, at least in comparison, but then the last couple of weeks off-and-on I've been having a lot of problems... I've just been feeling really bad, and crying over nothing and stuff, and I've been so rediculously tired... -___-;

And as usual, you can't tell by my journal because I always fake being perky and happy. I mean, not all of it is faked, I do have happy times... like last night. But they always fade, and I end up depressed again, and then what? I just sit around and wish I could pack up and move somewhere far away and start my life over completely. But I can't, and that just makes me more depressed, and shit. Shit!

Maybe I should talk to the doctor about adjusting my antidepressants again...
senashenta: (Not A Temper Tantrum)
Stuff no one wants to read but I need to rant about. )

Right. Moving on!

All that aside, I need money. ;_____;

I need money so badly I think I'm gonna have to sell some of my collection(s). Right now I'm looking at my set of MIB Gundam Wing mech figures (about 20 in all, I believe), and wishing to hell I didn't have to consider putting them up on ebay. >>;

And I don't know... I might have to put some of my Sailormoon stuff up, as well.

I think I have one or two doujinshi I might be willing to part with too...

Le sigh. Life sucks ass. -____-;

EDIT )
senashenta: (Don't Make Me Use The HARP)
I am feeling really really icky today. More than icky. Ugh. Please let me die now.

Headache? Check. Going on a week with this one now. -__-;
Sinuses aching? Check.
Nose suffed as well as running? Check.
Nauseous? Check.
Dizzy/Lightheaded? Check.
Coughing? Check.
Congested Chest? Check.
Cramps? CHECK, DAMMIT. AGAIN. Bloody fucking birth control pills! ><;;
Fever? Check... I think. I don't actually have a thermometer.
Exhausted? Check.

Screw you, immune system; screw you.

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