senashenta: (Medical Cross)
I have a serious infection right now, and it's kind of TMI, so I don't want to talk about it much aside to say it hurts an unbearable amount and I'm on antibiotics for it, but I'm only three doses in so they haven't kicked in yet. The last couple days have been increasingly bad, but today I spent most of the day feeling woozy and shaky and nauseous. I don't have a fever, though. Not yet, at least.

Anyway.

Today I went to the Denturist because I literally have NO molars left in my entire upper jaw, and she told me that if ODSP approves my claim, they'll cover them, except for the co-pay... which is $500. Because I just have $500 to spare. The bottom line is that even if ODSP approves my claim I STILL can't afford the dentures I need. So, today's appointment was kind of pointless in the grand scheme of things. How can ODSP give me just $1200 a month to live off of and then expect me to pay $500 on dentures? I don't get it.

.....

Tonight I nearly killed Alpine. He could still die, it's kind of up in the air. Basically, I was swapping around some of my plants in the hangers over my bed so that the ones that can thrive in shade were in the shadier spots and the ones that need more light were in the sunnier ones, and in the process of pulling Alpine out of his hanger his vines got caught in the macrame. Then my arm dropped a little and he completely uprooted. OOPS.

So I rescued his vines from the hanger and took him downstairs and repotted him and now I'm just kind of *fingers crossed* that he pulls through. I mean, he's a philodendron and they can next thing to survive a nuclear apocalypse, so I figure my chances are good. And if he DOESN'T survive... well, he's just a cutting off Bucky, and I still have Bucky, so... *shrug*

I repotted Castiel and my unnamed catnip that may or may not survive today as well, and that went much more successfully than moving Alpine did. They're going to keep living on the shelves downstairs where there's lots of sunlight for a couple of days to give them the best start in their new pots and then they're coming upstairs. Castiel is going in the hanger with Charlie until he's bigger and then eventually he's going in the aquarium next to Dean. Naturally.

Jack is doing really well since I moved him to the windowsill, I think I mentioned that before, but his growth is somewhat hampered by how cold it is there right now. Come spring and he'll start growing like a weed, though, and then I can put him in a proper pot, instead of one of the little plastic containers I use to start plants.

I have four plant hangers across my window now (which is going to make putting my A/C unit in interesting in the summer) and all together they hold seven plants. I wish I could hang more but I'm sadly out of space. :|

Mom thinks my plant hanger situation is GREAT btw.
senashenta: (I'm Only Acting Strong)
I rehomed Delta and Lute today. I just realized, recently, that I hadn't bonded with Delta properly (not like I bonded with Jaskier) and I was neglecting him because I just didn't care all that much. It wasn't fair to him, or to Lute, so I posted a Free To Good Home ad on Kijiji and someone snapped them up the same day, and came to pick them up this afternoon. I sent them along with their tank, filter, air pump, extra filter cartridges and aaaaaaall the food I had amassed for the two of them. And they were off! I wish them bon voyage and a happy home on the other end!

The worms that I ordered a couple weeks ago finally arrived today and... yeah. 1/4 pound of worms is not a lot of worms, really, so I spent a TON of money on relatively little food for my 'lotls and I'm severely disappointed, mostly in myself. I wish I could just get freaking worms around town, but right now they're in short supply. And by "short" I mean "none to be had ANYWHERE." I'm hoping I can get a few to bolster my mail-order worms tomorrow when Mom and I go out shopping, since we've had a thaw the last few days. Good weather for shipments to come through.

But speaking of my 'lotls... their tank has a bacterial infection, and Kaida has caught it in one eye. After the debacle with switching their tanks out a little while back, I'm not entirely surprised, but it does suck that my little 'lotls have to go through this, now, too. Tomorrow I have to order the medication for the tank first thing so it'll be delivered on Saturday and I can start treatment. Mom has banned fridge baths for Kaida, but I could try a salt bath, maybe, to try to help his eye out? I dunno.

Anyway. Last night I had like a EUREKA!! moment in Photoshop when I fucking FINALLY figure out how to do the layer to add a white outline to text. I've been trying to figure that out for MONTHS. I am... not good with tah Photoshop. And Poe was supposed to be teaching me stuff on it, but obviously that isn't happening anymore, so I'm on my own to just fumble my way through with the occasional breakthrough along the way.

Completely off-topic, but I just made a coffee and I think I added too much of the flavored creamer to it. So much cinnamon roll omg. :|

Yesterday I gave the Currently Untitled post-Horror High one-shot a title, Afterglow, and made a cover for it, added it to my NaNo Projects page. And in the process I also conceptualized ANOTHER post-Horror High one-shot, Lifeline, that takes place over Christmas the one year that the two of them are doing the long-distance thing. I also scrapped Day Drinking and Sudden Cardiac Arrest from the post-Storm Season one-shots, though I might go back to them later on, idk. Same with some of the others that I scrapped earlier. *shrug*

I've been mostly writing Afterglow the last couple of days, even though I should be finishing up Hunting Souls. Today I posted Ghost In The Machine, though I completely forgot about posting it until this afternoon--normally I post my fics in the morning on Thursdays, but I forgot it was even Thursday today. Bah. I guess it doesn't matter, I got it posted on Thursday and that's the important thing. I'm trying to maintain a schedule for the first time in my life.

This morning the pharmacist called to let me know that Dr. K had increased my ADHD meds from 20mg a day to 30mg a day, but I have to wait until next Saturday for the increased dosage because that's when my next pill packs are being delivered. So, good news that my meds have been increased, but bad news that I still have to wait over a week to get them. But because they're not a life-and-death medication I guess it's fine.

Yesterday I went to the hospital for a lung test where they basically give you a medication to induce an asthma attack and then get you to do sharp breaths into the mouthpiece and monitor had fast and far you crash; then they give you a reversal (Ventolin) and do the same thing, charting how fast and far you come back up. It's really unpleasant, but the guy said that I was doing well... and that's the problem. I always do well in the tests and then everyone is like "your lungs are FINE!" when actually I've had severe asthma my whole life and have had Covid 5 times (each time it went to my lungs and I ended up with SEVERE pneumonia that damaged my lungs), I can barely breathe on the best of days, but... I'm fine. I'm fine.

Whatever. Just another frustration in my life.

Next week I have an appointment with the Denturist to (hopefully) get some dentures to replace ALL OF MY UPPER MOLARS, WHICH HAVE BEEN PULLED OVER THE COURSE OF A COUPLE OF YEARS. Last time ODSP declined my claim because at the time I wasn't missing enough teeth. I don't know how many teeth I need to BE missing to have dentures covered, and they wouldn't tell me when I specifically asked, but do you think EVERY SINGLE UPPER MOLAR would make me qualify? I guess we'll find out.

Speaking of ODSP, every time we talk about it, Mom tries to insist that I get as much every month as she does, which is around $1,800/month, and EVERY TIME I have to be like "NO, I get $1,200/month, Mom, YOU KNOW THIS." And it's like... if I was getting $1,800/month, I WOULDN'T BE LIVING HERE. I would be living in my own place, and yeah, maybe on a shoestring budget, but that would be FINE. But I'm a second-class citizen, in the grans scheme of things I don't matter, no one on disability matters, and no one in the government GIVES A SHIT that we are living SO far below the poverty line.

Right. So, I'm going to go do some writing because I'm feeling really down now and some Destiel fluff will hopefully bring me back up.
senashenta: (Cas: Yeaaaaah WHAT?)
Went to the Dentist to have some cavities filled today. Got another tooth pulled instead. Now I have NO MOLARS ON MY ENTIRE UPPER JAW. You think ODSP will cover me for partial dentures, now?

I have to wait a month until I get the rest of my fillings ACTUALLY done and, after that, go back to the Denturist again and get them to re-assess and send another quote in. Here's hoping because I am literally chewing with ONE pre-molar on my upper jaw right now.

It's not. It's not great. :|

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