Who Needs Lungs, Anyway?

[senashenta]

I do!! I do!! Need lungs, that is...

Not that my body seems to agree with me on that at this point, given that it's still trying to forcefully expel them. =_=;;;

The only reason I'm going in to work tonight instead of calling in sick is because six hours of the eight-hour shift falls on a stat. holiday, so I'm getting paid double-time-and-a-half for it. Screw it. Sick or not, I can't turn that down. I'll call in sick the next day if I have to.

On a completely random note: Cassandra-san! Last night while doing lots of mindless labor, I decided that when the time comes that Kaida is to ask Arashi to marry him, he's going to make a point of asking her parents for permission first. ^^ I know it's an out dated tradition, but it seems very IC for Kaida, so... yeah.

I have lots of time to think about silly things like that while I'm at work.

When I'm not muttering to myself and developing severe facial ticks, that is...

....

Also?

*HACKCOUGHHACKHACKCOUGHHACKCOUGH!!*

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[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: *sighs, kissing by his jaw lightly* Kenta... I know, it's unbelievable... *shakes her head, nipping at his ear gently* If you want me to go, I will...

So it would seem. ^^;;; He just doesn't want to hurt her...

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: *sighs, holding her again, shaking his head* I don't want you to go, Tsubame. I think I'm just not ready for this, it's too sudden. Despite what I've been saying, I can't do it. Not now... *sighs again, closing his eyes, just holding her close to him* Gomen...But I can't take you as you're willing...Not now anyway. I hope you understand. I want to wait a bit.

No he doesn't. It looks like he wants to see where this goes before they do anything more than cuddle and kiss. As well as they got along, I guess he just thought that it would be better if they spend time with each other first, take it slow and easy, actually be just in a relationship for a while without sex making it too complicated.^^

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: *sighs softly, shifting back to look at him, smiling vaguely* It's okay Kenta... I completely understand. It probably is too soon... we just met a little while ago and everything. *kisses him lightly, then just leans against him, resting her head over his shoulder* I'm probably not ready for it either... maa ne, I don't know what's come over me...

Sou... I really don't know what's up with Tsubame, though. *eyes her* Maybe she really is just tired of having so many restrictions in her life... *shrugs* She's not like this normally...

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: *chuckles softly, sighing, kissing by her forehead* Aa...

Probably.^^; Good thing Kenta came through in time...

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: *sighs softly, closing her eyes* Don't know what's wrong with me...

Barely... ^^;;;

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: *sighs, rubbing his hand down her back comfortingly* Na...It's okay now ne? We're okay...

Ya huh...^^;;

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: I know... *shakes her head vaguely* It... was okay before, though... *sighs softly again* Maa ne...

^^;;;

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: *sighs, holding her closer* Naa...But do you think it would be really okay...If we went on...Would it really have been okay?

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: It was okay with me... *sighs and shakes her head* But I guess it wasn't okay with you...

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: Gomen...*lowering his head over hers* I just didn't really want to do it...*sighs* I just think it wasn't the right time ne...

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: Aa, I know... *smiles faintly* It's alright, ne? I already told you it was...

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: *sighs, smiling vaguely* You sure you're all right? I didn't offend you or anything...?

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: *shakes her head vaguely, murmuring softly* I know... I know you're just concerned for me... *sighs softly* I just wish there was one person in the world who didn't worry about me all the time...

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: Maa ne...*shaking his head vaguely, lifting a hand to gently stroke by her hair, chuckling softly* I haven't begun worrying for you all the time yet...I'll try not to, all right?

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: *sighs softly again* Aa... that's fine...

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: Maaaa...*looking at her, sighing, stroking gently against her cheek* What could I do to make you smile again ne?

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: *opens her eyes a bit, shaking her head vaguely* I'm fine ne...

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: You don't look it to me...*shakes his head*

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: Really Kenta... I'm fine... *smiles vaguely* I don't know... I just... I'm tired of having people stress about me... I'm tired of not being able to do things that I want to, because other people are worrying about me...

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: *sighs* I guess you would feel like that...*holding her closer, sighing softly against her hair*

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: Gomen... *sighs softly, closing her eyes again* Just sometimes it gets to me...

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: Don't apologize ne? *kissing by her temple lightly* It's not bad to feel that way...

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: No, but... it doesn't make things better, ne? *shakes her head vaguely* No matter what I want do, I've got people telling me I shouldn't... Tousan, my teachers... *sighs again* And now you...

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: *sighs, shaking his head* I have upset you haven't I? Gomen...Gomen nasai...

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: No... *shakes her head, sighing and smiling faintly again* It's not your fault... like I said... sometimes it just gets to me...