Who Needs Lungs, Anyway?

[senashenta]

I do!! I do!! Need lungs, that is...

Not that my body seems to agree with me on that at this point, given that it's still trying to forcefully expel them. =_=;;;

The only reason I'm going in to work tonight instead of calling in sick is because six hours of the eight-hour shift falls on a stat. holiday, so I'm getting paid double-time-and-a-half for it. Screw it. Sick or not, I can't turn that down. I'll call in sick the next day if I have to.

On a completely random note: Cassandra-san! Last night while doing lots of mindless labor, I decided that when the time comes that Kaida is to ask Arashi to marry him, he's going to make a point of asking her parents for permission first. ^^ I know it's an out dated tradition, but it seems very IC for Kaida, so... yeah.

I have lots of time to think about silly things like that while I'm at work.

When I'm not muttering to myself and developing severe facial ticks, that is...

....

Also?

*HACKCOUGHHACKHACKCOUGHHACKCOUGH!!*

Comments

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: *sighs, holding her closer* Naa...But do you think it would be really okay...If we went on...Would it really have been okay?

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: It was okay with me... *sighs and shakes her head* But I guess it wasn't okay with you...

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: Gomen...*lowering his head over hers* I just didn't really want to do it...*sighs* I just think it wasn't the right time ne...

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: Aa, I know... *smiles faintly* It's alright, ne? I already told you it was...

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: *sighs, smiling vaguely* You sure you're all right? I didn't offend you or anything...?

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: *shakes her head vaguely, murmuring softly* I know... I know you're just concerned for me... *sighs softly* I just wish there was one person in the world who didn't worry about me all the time...

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: Maa ne...*shaking his head vaguely, lifting a hand to gently stroke by her hair, chuckling softly* I haven't begun worrying for you all the time yet...I'll try not to, all right?

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: *sighs softly again* Aa... that's fine...

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: Maaaa...*looking at her, sighing, stroking gently against her cheek* What could I do to make you smile again ne?

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: *opens her eyes a bit, shaking her head vaguely* I'm fine ne...

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: You don't look it to me...*shakes his head*

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: Really Kenta... I'm fine... *smiles vaguely* I don't know... I just... I'm tired of having people stress about me... I'm tired of not being able to do things that I want to, because other people are worrying about me...

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: *sighs* I guess you would feel like that...*holding her closer, sighing softly against her hair*

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: Gomen... *sighs softly, closing her eyes again* Just sometimes it gets to me...

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: Don't apologize ne? *kissing by her temple lightly* It's not bad to feel that way...

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: No, but... it doesn't make things better, ne? *shakes her head vaguely* No matter what I want do, I've got people telling me I shouldn't... Tousan, my teachers... *sighs again* And now you...

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: *sighs, shaking his head* I have upset you haven't I? Gomen...Gomen nasai...

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: No... *shakes her head, sighing and smiling faintly again* It's not your fault... like I said... sometimes it just gets to me...

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: *shaking his head* I really just wasn't comfortable with it...

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: I know... *sighs softly* I know... and I shouldn't have even put you in that position... *murmurs softly* Gomen...

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: Maaaaa...*huggling her closer, leaning his chin over her shoulder a bit* Don't worry about it ne...And I had wanted it too for a moment...Just my conscience getting in the way...And unfortunately, I was worried for you...

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: Kenta ne... *opens her eyes a bit* If... if you want it, and so do I... then what is there for your conscience to complain about? Really... you shouldn't worry...

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: *sighs, shaking his head* I really just didn't want to do anything we might not be ready for...

[senashenta.livejournal.com]

Tsubame: I know... that's what you said... *shakes her head vaguely, closing her eyes again* I just... I wanted... *sighs softly, murmuring, barely audible* Still do...

[cassandracsenta.livejournal.com]

Kenta: *sighs softly, shaking his head, smiling vaguely suddenly* Well...we could always do something about that...