Brain Issues
Nov. 22nd, 2024 06:23 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
senashentaEarlier Mom was asking about a dinner she wants to do next week and I made a comment about it not complying to my new diet, mostly to myself, but she heard it and she absolutely FLIPPED OUT. Started yelling about me keeping comments like that to myself and that I shouldn't be so accusatory because they can't cater EVERY MEAL to ALL MY NEEDS... WHICH I KNOW.
I just let it go and went on to have dinner in my room because I kept randomly crying.
Then after I was done eating I went down to get my laundry out of the dryer and I had washed a blanket for Mom so before I went back to my room I took that to her and at the same time fucking APOLOGIZED and reminded her that I have a LOT of brain conditions that make it so I have basically no filter sometimes. AND SHE JUST STARTED YELLING AGAIN. About how I have to grow up and how learning to have a filter is part of being an adult, and yes I have brain conditions BUT THAT DOESN'T MATTER and I'm just like.
I literally don't even know what to say to this. What to do about it.
I guess I just segregate myself in my room even more from now on to avoid being myself around people.
I just let it go and went on to have dinner in my room because I kept randomly crying.
Then after I was done eating I went down to get my laundry out of the dryer and I had washed a blanket for Mom so before I went back to my room I took that to her and at the same time fucking APOLOGIZED and reminded her that I have a LOT of brain conditions that make it so I have basically no filter sometimes. AND SHE JUST STARTED YELLING AGAIN. About how I have to grow up and how learning to have a filter is part of being an adult, and yes I have brain conditions BUT THAT DOESN'T MATTER and I'm just like.
I literally don't even know what to say to this. What to do about it.
I guess I just segregate myself in my room even more from now on to avoid being myself around people.
