Rainbow

I know you, you're a special one
Some see crazy where I see love
You fall so low but shoot so high
Big dreamers shoot for open sky
So much life in those open eyes
So much depth, you look for the light
But when your wounds open, you will cry
You'll cry out now and you'll question why

I can see a rainbow
In your tears as they fall on down
I can see your soul grow
Through the pain as they hit the ground
I can see a rainbow
In your tears as the sun comes out
As the sun comes out

I am here and I see your pain
Through the storms, through the clouds, the rain
I'm telling you you cannot escape
You can do it, just feel baby

I can see a rainbow
In your tears as they fall on down
I can see your soul grow
Through the pain as they hit the ground
I can see a rainbow
In your tears as the sun comes out
As the sun comes out

Here comes the sun
Smiling down
Here comes the sun
Smiling down
Here comes the sun
Smiling down
Smiling down

I can see a rainbow
In your tears as they fall on down
I can see your soul grow
Through the pain as they hit the ground
I can see a rainbow
In your tears as the sun comes out
As the sun comes out

I can see a rainbow
In your tears as they fall on down
I can see your soul grow
Through the pain as they hit the ground
I can see a rainbow
In your tears as the sun comes out
As the sun comes out

-"Rainbow" by Sia, from My Little Pony: The Movie

Insomnia-a-a-a

I can't sleep tonight. Probably because I only took half my normal amount of melatonin, so it's my own fault. But I had myself down to this amount of melatonin for the longest time after Dr. K put me on the Dayvigo to help me sleep... and then everything happened with Poe in January and my sleeping went out the window so I had to up the melatonin again. I'm trying to get back down to the half-dose, mostly because the Super Sleep is expensive to buy and taking one tablet a night instead of two stretches the bottles x2 (obviously.) But idk, maybe messing with my melatonin while I'm still getting used to the Vyvanse in my system is a stupid idea anyway.

.....

I decided not to do the unboxing video for the Aroma Therapy Magic Town figures that came in yesterday after all. I don't know, I got everything ready to do the video last night and then I was sitting there just feeling really stupid about the whole thing so I ended up just opening them by myself. I got Nun Bunny and The Moth, they're both really cute. But it doesn't matter anyway because no one watches my videos so there's no one to miss an unboxing video that never happened.

And it turns out new!Wren's wig shipment was cancelled by AliExpress because the seller gave them an invalid tracking number? So either they were scamming me, or they just fucked up when they were submitting the tracking number and the wig will arrive anyway. Either way I'm getting my money back, but if it turns out the wig doesn't show up I'm going to be really disappointed because that wig was PERFECT for Wren and I can't find anything even CLOSE to it anywhere else. :<

...I've been tinkering with some ideas for continuing Marionette because I really, really liked that fic and never got around to finishing it even though I (still) have it all laid out in my head, start to finish. I just have to pick the songs for each chapter. So the next one is tentatively going to be to Lifeline by We Three, I think, and I want to use Rainbow by Sia at some point as well, for the chapter where Merric Chooses. Both of these songs are really special to me, they made me cry when I first heard them, they really hit home for me and I hold special places in my heart for them.

Before I do anything else I need to get Marionette and all my other chaptered fics transferred over to AO3 though. I got all my one-shots transferred over a while ago but I've been procrastinating over the chaptered fics because it's going to be a Job and a lot of them need some editing before they go into my AO3, too. (I'm working on A Dangerous Pastime and Evolution right now and I guess Marionette will be next?) :|

APMT Batch One

The first three figures I got from the Aroma Princess Magic Town blind boxes. L->R: Miss Kafka, Nun Bunny & The Moth. They're cute, right? I think my favorite is the Nun Bunny. <3 These three I bought blind but you can just buy the figures outright as well and I think I might do that for The Werewolf and Chrysalis rather than take my chances at duplicates with more blind boxes (last time I did that I ended up with like six Zombie Fluttershy's.) :|